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I love Mendoza Ethel Nicol aka baby ZhuZhu! oink oink~
27/02/1991 is the day i was born. Happily or maybe not, stuck in SP-DCEG 2A03and I'm part of the AMAZING family, SDZ.
Never the SAME and Full of Emotions He's very much into DANCING and Ethel. It's through dance than magic happens I'd probably be SMILING away but don't forget that I'm no robot, so I'll have my moods and that's what you're gonna be reading about, the HAPPY and sad stories I tell.

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Expressio~

On Monday, January 26, 2009

HAPPY CNY~!!!! WHOOO~ this time the mood wasn't there... everything happens too fast i think... after new year... sch... den suddenly CNY came... after the 2 days? sch~ hmm last tue night my ah ma pass away and... was feeling bad not very sad about it... well i attend the wake at fri... hmm being there i got a weird feeling... XD she's gone le~ den the next day was cremation. my mom and aunts cried real hard... the place was kinda holy and modern... like being in a hotel? XD hmm slow and fast days... reunion dinner was woah... got roasted pig, abalone, scallop, flower crab and err dad's sharkfin... all these sounds ex and woah but i personally don appreciate as in don need to waste so much money to eat those things... had my 1st jolly shandy XD just random~ year of the cow... more milks? err.. hmm

;Heya Heya Heya♥
12:27 AM

On Monday, January 19, 2009

can see my shirt reflection

saw this petshop and the rabbits are all babies sia~ so were the hamsters and no more le XD cute wor~ was so call lost today XD time sure pass fast today...zZzZz saw the wu ling da dao and learn smth i think... back to tidying room~

today!!! happen alot of stuff... trying to rmb... wake up on time but in the end still reach sch late... i was guai in class~ listen den do tutorials... not like someone wor~ pon sch wor~ XD so after sch i went to club, von was drawing story board and han was playing dota... den allen came... den my stomach growl 3 times... so went down to get waffer... den blur~ don rmb... whoo go queensway have lunch~ hmm~ den get t-shirt, the design although not wad you had expected but it's still nice lah~ don get sad over it : ) so went back sch... go club~ humm~ lalalala~ oh go moberly le~ den show my choreo... haiz... i suck XD i let myself down... den go FO training... "shout" until no voice... whoo go back mob, den.. go eat.. den go t14... den go home... did 200 crunches but i'm still fine... did i did it wrongly?

sleepy~

reached school around 10am, which is on time.. but i see no one... in the end had breakfast with kind soul von~ pei wo instead with her classmates XD den 10.45am.. we went to the booth and saw jon~ the booth was.. frankly speaking pathetic... SDZ is dropping off and only a modern poster... so jon went to get speaker and was uncomfortable expressing my dance later on.. now i can't pop... can't seem to find my confident too... so soon after few other bboyers came and they cyfer.. having fun and attracting alot of crowd in the process. i want to attain that skill... being comfortable with many ppl staring you... sounds wrong... anyway went for medical appointment and... $70!! wah~!!! gah!!! long trip back to sch and slack at club house XD had my hair straighten for awhile... xie xie ni~ XD jiang shan yi gai ben xin nan yi wor.. still curl abit~ had dinner at kofu.

i still don have the courage to say out how i feel... give me some time... i worry the future too... WHOO~ today sp open house~ gonna help out... arh... so tired... hope will be fun~

dream of ___ almost everyday... omg... wad is happening... this morning doze off at the sofa and dream again... at class saw 11.11am out of really weird incident... missing her like crazy... when to bugis to buy a $10 purple shirt and had session later on... super tired... was abit emo also i think... tried really hard to tired myself out.... realise i haven't had my dinner yet... went home and salvage food but in the end dad went down to the fc and buy me noodles XD i'm ok.. just tired... but happen to found a small piece of paper in my file when i was abt to sleep.. XD don know how it got there but it cheered me up~

climbed mount faber yesterday XD become darker le~ at 1st while waiting for ethel, i went to cheers and try all the sample adidas perfume XD after that shop for pinic food and we stole something from giants. In the end the rest cannot make it.. my sweat gland was like a tap... drip and drip.. henderson wave got my smell le? ok so it was a long walk.. in the end we reached queensway wor... den headed to sch for house session and lunch XD hohoho~ si bus 166 double decker driver~ i feed xiao jug ( "my" black cat around cls and eee ) with bread and after awhile she forget abt me le... this morning 5.32am.. had a nightmare... couldn't sleep after that cus i'm recaping the dream... somehow doze off and sleep again... still clueless wad is it abt XD

1.36am :
tired arh!!!!.... was going to sleep on the floor when mom pulled me... had dinner or supper? yesterday's session whoo.. later wake up maybe will limp again XD got a letter from police again~ how nice... : ) don know wad to do later in the afternoon... hmm...

10.32am:
i still can walk!!! : ( legs not sore at all... abit feeble only...

11.11am:
i saw this again..

2.20pm:
still watching miss no good but today is super windy~ weather is also nice~

pics outside my window

evidence~ hair so messy

10pm+:
i went to bath and forget my towel... i open the door and call for help XD at the same time my parents was watching the vampire show and my noise scared my mom XD

new year loh~ these are pics from last year~ ... ( a bunch of stuff missing... ) ok i forget wad i had planned to say...

our classroom was locked...

so we waited outside..

take some last few memories

but too bored le... cannot help it XD

sry for posting your unglams pics XD

yea last day of sch...


so was released around 10.30am+ XD try my luck at the clubhouse and saw sha!!! whoo~ lucky me wor~ so sha went off and i go to saa to get mph keys.. went back club and carry the speakers to the mph... on the air condition and went back again to bring another speaker... by den i was sweaty le... after that try to act kelian by sleeping under the table cus i also don want to be caught XD after few mins of hiding under the table lumlum came in~ den next was hengthye... den louis... den... jiayan? den moosh,meiliang? den den... ethel? ok so the training was... den we... after that... oh den... ok so... after the training had dinner at clementi before we go harbour front for our henderson wave journey... lots of setbacks and obstacles... so all i can say it was a great hike XD in the end countdown inside harbour front platform and quickly go home XD if not later there will be ALOT of crowd...

shag wor~ XD

fly?

super dark at night~

on top of a truck lorry?

OK! rmb liao~ my thankyou thread and resolution XD
this year was definitely a hectic year.. my 1st year of poly life.. enriching.. went for spsu orientation camp and found a new family, scaliger. Although after sometime few left and pursuited for their own lives, i stayed on over there for few months, help out and attend few events. Even though i heard alot of bad feedbacks abt student union, i didn't waver because of the friends inside. Everything kinda changed when i was in the mmsp committee... at first it was still alright before mmsp and union stuffs kept on clashes with SDZ... there are choices i had to made so that i will regret the least.. in the end SDZ won over me. But i still have to thank everyone in student union, especially mmsp events team. Sorry for disappearing from meetings, other duties and attending my responsibility. However my impression of spsu is becoming from bad to worse XD no because of the ppl inside but the way things work... another thing that happened was the lost of my laptop... this lost made me lost alot and gain some... why gain? i somehow taught myself that we shouldn't take things for granted and alot of moral stuff i had self-enlighten but can't recall...XD made few trips to the police station which also let me learn smth in the process XD so that's why i can get over my huge lost so easily. Change your mindset, be optimistic, treat everything as a learning process~ don end your life so easily, it's the stupidest way to escape your problems and on top of that hurts everyone.. hahas random topic~ ok now is abt SDZ.. it all started when i wanted to join dance.. because of my bro's influence i think XD i could have gone to nyp.. but it's another chapter of my life... so shall not touch that XD i went to the dance camp and something... -.- pardon my memory... so the audition... i was calm and did wad i knew... that time i didn't know i suck big time until recently XD the only few friends i knew was gail and some others that has disappear from sdz... everyone was in their clicks so i was super solo and transparent during the 1st few months. It was only during the preparation of waves that i start to know everyone even more. waves 13 forced me to grew up alot... the tough trainings we endured gel us together. Although wave 13 wasn't really a dope production cus it was very last min... but i must thank uncle,hengthye,janice,steph and marcus for the things they taught me before waves. Kind of boring le right? XD ok so after the wave13 came other sch's production and osch recital... this was the time i literally "see the light" they are dope... another incident was meeting the OG of popping, melvin... ( i also don know wad is OG.. ) his knowledge is vast... i want to THANK my session peeps~ spending time with you all was joy~ although i think we all are not very crazy compared to the seniors.. XD omg the more i type the more i bored myself... =.= (random again..) i'm losing the link... can't link my story le... argh losing the mood to type le~ ok bygone 08~ XD
resolution:
1: dope wave14
2:ethel to be happy
3:everyone to stay healthy
4:more crazy juniors XD
5:don get injured ~

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